I struggle with making friends. A very long span of time is needed for me to feel somewhat comfortable around people. I have a few friends I know for some years but I don't talk about mental health with them. I cut ties with most of my "friends" or just let it fade out..

I plan on taking guitar lessons in a group. Learning on my own is also very hard but I really like it, so maybe I meet someone and also learn something. I also try to draw a bit more (favorite musicians). I can do it well when I'm not at home (too much distraction there). So yeah. Something is happening, slowly.

Also my interest in music grew a lot during the past months. Digging out my favorite bands from 15 years ago and try to listen to as many artists as possible from different genre. That's also a good thing. At the moment music gives me most of my strength.

Being where I am right now can be tricky because it feels like I am stuck which is actually not true, it's just difficult but I am still moving forward.