I think lbello2 read it right. You are just a random person on the internet who hopes that somebody would give you money just because of sympathy. I hope your mother gets alright (although I highly suspect you). Unfortunately, all you can get from the internet are wishes and prayers. Even if your mother is going through a surgery, you just can't expect any random stranger to give you money. You are literally begging. Just go to r/Choosingbeggars and you will see a post about yourself. You are just making fun of yourself, nothing else.

Note: If you are angry, typing in BOLD LETTERS will do no good to you. So just stop begging and try to recieve money from other sources like your friends, family, etc. Mr Beast doesn't know you and you don't know him personally. Firstly, you beg for money and try to insult him and secondly, you give him your wishes. Does that make any sense to you?

I think I should leave. Trying to change a foolish person who doesn't want to change is the most foolish thing a person can do. Bye