I just lost a friend to suicide and can I tell you it was / is the hardest way to go. So many unanswered questions, and the hardest thing is being on the live side still and knowing how many other options he had but once he made the decision it didn’t matter anymore. Please don’t make that decision. Please. More people care of you than you think, and reach out to ANYONE and if they don’t help you don’t get discouraged cause people suck but keep reaching out until someone does. But tell them the truth, people are dumb and can’t read signs but if you tell them the truth what you’re contemplating they have a fighting chance at helping you. I’m in Alabama now but will be moving back north to Columbus soon and would love to meet up but in the meantime we could be virtual buds if you want??