I was hyper sexual from 17-24 or so. It happened to me when I was 11 and I avoided sex and relationships until one night an older girl (mid 20’s I was 17) was told I was a virgin. I went into a weird state and wasn’t engaged with it but it seemed to spark something and I started using harder drugs and sleeping around. I’ve never been attracted to men but it didn’t matter during that phase.

When I sobered up my sex drive tanked. I hadn’t experienced sexual attraction until recently and that was just one person who I had gotten extremely close to and developed a crush on.

I don’t really understand any of it or why my brain was that way for that stretch.