What is important, is that, what I stated and accurately reflected back to you, is that, is how you have come across and the impression you have made.

You are harming yourself by what you are doing.

No one intelligent wants to be around or to have anything to do with, people who exhibit the symptoms that you do.

Arguing with me and or others, when you do not see, what it is, you are doing to sabotage yourself, will not help you either.

You just simply need to stop behaving in unproductive manners. Especially when others have gone out of their way, to point it out to you. You need to learn to be great full, when others help you to see, what you are incapable of seeing yourself, for whatever reason(s).

Bottom line is, you need to clean up your own act first.

You are not necessarily entitled to the assistance of others.

No one owes you anything.

I highly recommend that you immediately cease, doing whatever it is you do to get high.

Stop making excuses and start behaving in Right Ways of thought(s), action(s) and speech consistently.

Saying you are sorry, is meaningless, if you continue your pattern(s) of Wrong Ways of thought(s), action(s) and/or speech.

Brain injuries are not understood by many. You need to take responsibility for your brain injuries and learn to not behave in ways, which are unproductive. If you can; if not, you will continue to experience the consequences.