Hello everyone,

Today I finally sucked it up (Get it?) and got the courage to go into an Adult book store under dressed. I was wearing Black with pink stripe thigh high socks, pink boyshorts, corset, pink and black bra and pink six inch heels. Over this outfit I wore jeans and a T-shirt.

I don't even remember walking into the store it almost felt like I transported into a booth. I proceeded to lock the door and got undressed quicker than if my clothes were on fire. I heard on a knock on the door and I proceeded to unlock it and I was greeted by a very handsome middle eastern man in his late 20s early 30s. There wasn't much small talk. He complimented on how good I looked and started to pull off his belt. I was eager to get those pants around his ankles so I slapped his hand off his belt, pulled it off, took down his pants myself and started to suck him like a pornstar. Midway he told me to pull down my panties and start stroking myself but to my surprise I didn't really feel that into it. He came in my mouth and said that he was really turned on that I swallowed.

After he left one other guy came in but I just wasn't feeling it. There wasn't much feeling of reward after. I didn't cum but I went limp. The guy who I was just with a very attractive but this whole fantasy seemed... underwhelming? Another man tried to come in but I got up and left.

I've considered myself bisexual since I dated a preop transwoman who never topped me but loved when I blew her. I loved her cock. But after today I feel like this is something I can cross off the cum bucket list but It wasn't what I expected. I could appreciate her cock but sucking off a stranger seemed appealing but after I think I'm starting to realize that may I'm a like a translesbian. I don't feel any regret about this or shame but I'm just right now in kind of state of shock that this huge fantasy wasn't what I expected.