first 4 are with back camera, 5 is a photo taken by family and 6 is a selfie. I look okay in selfies, but any other photos I'm not happy with how I look.

I would be grateful for any and all advice, I was considering getting some filler or something by one eye (my eyes are uneven when I smile) and maybe some in my chin to fix a divot (once again when I smile). My jawline is also asymmetrical. Hardmaxxing or softmaxxing advice, I am just tired of feeling so ugly constantly. I want to fix myself, I'm just not sure how. I was also planning on losing a bit of weight, I've gained a few kilos since November and I feel like my face has become even more puffy.

Seriously any advice at all would be appreciated!!!!

also sorry to the mods for posting too many photos at first!!