*me, 22, underweight, handholdless, kissless virgin; chronically one day away from death, and clearly not going to make it *come home after 9 hour shift explaining to people why they should switch from AT&T to Boost Mobile, but there's no answer and we both hate me for trying *exhausted, but there's hope *at least the comfort of my own home will give me relief *no, instead it's time to be sexually manipulated for hours by my roommate *I'm so pathetic I've been doing everything but pay her rent to keep the lowest form of hope a man can have alive Still, I try to be demure and not press the matter with her because I don't like confrontation, but she mistakes this passivity with approval and constantly goes on no-knock raids to my room when I'm most vulnerable *I've seen her post about me on reddit but I don't know if it's ironic *can't break my lease, and the rope keeps breaking too *I will never know peace
what do I do guys? do you think she'll ever fuck me or should I just go through with it for real?