Am I the only one who sometimes feel productive in useless ways?

This feeling only happens for me because I know what I'm capable of but choose to be lazy. I know I should be finishing music projects or practicing basslines for upcoming shows or starting an online business like I always say I would but I choose to be lazy after work. I combat this feeling with taking care of my son and investing in crypto/stocks, which is alright in a life sense. But I still feel like I'm not being productive enough. I dont consider my work to be productive because it's just a means to get money and I'm working for someone else. I want to be productive enough to work for myself and be the best person I can be. I just seem to get in my own way alot.

/r/self Thread