I really have an extensive medical history for the last 5 years. I don't think I missed much of anything. I sadly think my body just may be done. Check this out: 2009 Gall bladder surgery Intestine perforated with laproscope 90 days later- Lung Cancer. Have lower lobectomy. I was like a Ninja Warrior. Then where the laprascope "error" happened- it was not repaired/reinforced correctly. January 2010- a large ventral hernia is found. I'm still working full time through all this. April 2010- Hernia is repaired with 3 kinds of synthetic mesh that was later found to be infected with MRSA August 2010- Find a new surgeon for a 2nd opinion after being called crazy by my PC for months. New surgeon removes 2 grapefruit sized abscessed balls of MRSA infected mesh from me. Sept 2010- Home 72 hours and begin to throw up. Go to ER. Entire incision is infected. So they debride it. I lose about 1/3 of abdomen and go home with a wound vac. 48 laters. Wound vac drape was put over a small red mark (seriously) from a band aid being removed. It went necrotic and ate a huge whole on the outside. More surgery for more debridement. Many months of home health care and wound specialist care. I survive, but my ability to work did not. I was never the same after the MRSA. Nov 2011- I gave up eating. I was so sick all the time. I'm hospitalized and found to have C-Diff. I'd had it for months.

The week my brand new condo was auctioned off I wound up getting a horrible case of shingles. Were at January 2012 (I think- I'm on dilaudid now for the gout stuff -sorry).

I'm broke now, and most of my retirement went to Dr and hospital bills. And I have to move.

I'm in my apartment probably about a 2 months when I wake up and fall to me knees crawling to the bathroom. The bad is excruciating. I'm vomiting. I'm taken by ambulance. Now I have a kidney stone, but not just an ordinary one, but one that shut my entire kidney down.

I still have the C-Diff- , but now this gout. This is a little too much. It's really taking me to the edge. I hate those pain meds so much, they make me so sick. Even phenegren isn't helping.

Tonight I'm just going to try and eat a small bowl of vanilla ice cream, and do my best to sleep. I'm sorry for going on, but it's just all caught up to me.