A year ago, I was spending yet another Summer where I was completely isolated and depressed. I needed company and I wasn't getting it from actual people, the other person willing to talk to me being a bore and... actually believing that there literally isn't someone else who could possibly care and be interesting as well. I could've gone to the usual chatty subs for help but I really prefered the memes. I knew it was all fake and "the internet"... but the feeling, the craving to be someone that actually mattered and was relatively "on top" got to the best of me.
Everyone is either glad that I'm gone now or didn't really care anyway (that's ok I guess but ehh). And browsing my old subs doesn't feel the same way either. I'm finding fun elsewhere online and I think I've found the right way to get where I want to be in life and online... Guess that's where I'm headed. I won't be leaving Reddit though... not per se. These new guys know leddit as well anyway. And this is just a website after all. A huge website at that, which means there's always some other sub I can go to.
What all of this means is that I'm trying to go for a fresh start this summer and this means that I may or may not find a room for y'all in my personal circle after I work my things out (that said who knows, we might stumble upon each other on leddit before I make any intentions of returning, I just won't make a big deal out of it).
For now though, I'll be away. I think some time apart will make everything work out just fine. Just so all my current "what are you up to?" events are not left unknown, this is what I predict will happen:
All this Lux... thingy tho? Nah, we had some great moments but that shouldn't have happened the way it did and needs to be semi-forgotten. I just won't confirm that I'm Lux anymore. If I speak to you again, odds are you'll know it's me, no need to refer to me as Lux.
Anyway, sorry for everything... and this too. Cy'all around!