To be honest, I have always found attractive blind/deaf/disabled girls attractive, and I worry that it is just a fetish or something. I have my own disabilities and feel broken, myself. So it is easy to identify with the obviously disabled, especially when you have an invisible disability. No one has sympathy for my condition, but it allows myself to have sympathy and empathy for all disabled persons, no matter how they feel about that word. I just don't want to be a creep, or to have them think I am trying to take advantage of them. To be frank, I am so much more fucked up in the head than anyone that I have ever met, it is just nice to meet someone that has a semblance of understanding the alienation and loneliness that I have experienced.