You typed something similar last night then deleted it. It had different names in the story but the same energy. I can hear your desperation and I don’t want to be “toxic positivity”. You really do gotta be strong though and if being vulnerable on this platform helps you, it’s a form a strength. I know I need to vent. It sounds like you know who is involved. You could always pull up on them, give them the hands or bullets, and see the look of fear on their face when they realize it’s not a game. Or when their partner dies and now they really have to do something, not just cooperate with multiple people to perform this program. We all have choices. You could also take it day by day, improve yourself, and stick it to them. No matter if you have money, women, or power (I’ve had all these things) you don’t do the things these people are doing. This is only done out of misery and mental illness. That’s an opinion, but an opinion, I stand firmly on. Have grace with yourself. There’s strength in being a “TI” over a weirdo. You always have choices though so if you want to wild out I’m not judging you. If you want to sit in the pain as the days go by, I’m not judging you. If you want to over time improve yourself, forget they existed, and look forward while they continue to follow you (weirdo), I’d applaud you. Just know, you really are not alone. Some people really wouldn’t get down with this program, are not lying to you, and are wishing you well.