Yes I kind of am. I admit I can’t stand most people. The only people I like are authentic people that behave real and express realness in various ways. What I found to be the most magnetic about the techno community (besides the driving beats) was that the community was/is openminded (being LGBTQ+ friendly, being more aware of the universe, being more aware of social processes and systems operating). This mindset is kind of lost. People go to raves to be seen. I judge this, I have to admit. Raves were these events in the universe where the ego gets eaten by beats and everybody becomes one (like a Zen Buddhism state of mind, where the divide between you and the rest of the world starts to loose on importance). I feel like these moments become much rarer in modern techno because people want to feed their ego at the rave instead of losing themselves. I judge this. I have to admit.