Thank you. I dont often tell people i have adhd because most of the time they view me as less capable, and i really hate to use it as a excuse. I feel i limit myself like i cant overcome this challenge because "insert diagnosis"

I am probably one of the lucky ones anyway, at least 4 of my friends from my childhood have it. And i have a lot more of what people like to think of as the good qualities of adhd, rather than the bad. But i am having a break year away from school and its really showing the worst in me. i am 19 so i am actually thankful i have it now so early in life.

I truly understand how important a social life and my friends have been for me, and how important it is that i socialise when i start school again. Get good friends who want to help and protect eachother. This problem probably wouldn't have gotten out of hand if i had someone to talk to about it immediately when it started going bad, instead of this rabbit hole i have went down.

But i like to view as you said, just a challenge me as someone with adhd has to overcome, i wont let this make me weak, if i get distracted easily, so be it i will just not let me have anything distracting. If i cant have distracting devices like a smartphone i wont have it. My productivity and well being first, all the luxury items like a smartphone comes last.

I am from Norway Btw so i am in the eu. but discount codes cant stack with educational offers so it doesn't matter, but i thank you for the offer.