OK

I feel like imma sound SO ignorant

but

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masculinty complex. entitlement. lack of real giving back. doesn't like to really look at me when we have sex. likes head more than sex. bullies me. is homophobic. but spends all his time out with friends, and trusts his friends and even male strangers more than me. he is mad secretive although we've been together four years and have two kids.. is he just not in love with me? Idk what to look for Idk what means what and honestly it's been so long of being confused idk what the f is goin on but somemm off and i thought maybe someone who previously dated women, might know or have the awareness now of some of the things that let them know it wasn't going to work with a woman..