But you can stop trying to catch me in a logic fallacy.

No need, god as described is illogical already.

there are also tons of scripture about god doing other heinous things like sending bears to attack children because they made fun of a dudes baldness.

Im only holding up the mirror here. This is what you believe. If you think this is being done in bad faith then Im afraid you have subscribed to a bad ideology.

I understand the desire to believe in a higher power. I wont tell you that there isnt such a being. I can only examine the details provided to me and come to my own conclusions. The specifics provided dont add up, or at least not to a just and loving god.