Im having a incest relationship with my older brother and i need ur thoughts on it

so first i wanna say that i already posted the same discussion on reddit and my phone got crazy so i had to open a new acc, so it’s not fake. we were very close children (since our parents were never around) and i have always loved him for taking care of me, and making me laugh, but before i was 13 i never even gave incest a thought. i started liking him, checking him out and...ah well you know. my friend mentioned that he was cute, hot, that she could definitely do it with him blah blah blah u know. so, i got a little jealous. after two years of agonising misery that i hid every single feeling from him, because duh, we’re siblings, i made a move and kissed him, and he seemed to like it. since then we’re sort of together and now i’m starting college so, i’m moving out. i just don’t know should i end it, although i love him so much, or what? i really need an advice, but i don’t wanna hurt him because he doesn’t deserve it :(

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