So this might not completely be the right place for this, seeing as I'm pretty certain I'm Aegosexual, but this seemed like the best place for me to put my question.

So the basic description of aegosexuallity is basically that you are capable of having and enjoying sexual fantasies, but you don't feel any actual sexual attraction in the real world. And that describes how I feel pretty well with one massive caveat, which is that I don't really enjoy fantasizing or masturbating, at least not on a intellectual level.

What I mean is that while I'll masturbate, fantasize and watch/read porn, when I take a step back and think about it, I find it disgusting. It seems so wrong, and I end up disgusted with myself. Now this seems a lot like "post but clarity" or something similar, but as opposed to that, it'll often happen to me at any time, including during masturbation, or just when I start fantasizing. It constantly permeates any sexual thoughts I have. Yet despite this, I still often get aroused and I still enjoy masturbating and fantasizing on some more visceral level. I don't know if it's just biology or something else but I still hate it. I assume this still makes me aegosexual, but I'm not completely certain of that. Thanks for any help!