This entirely. Mitch is always like “man I just wanna be like ninja” but is the opposite in every way. His stream is a ADHD as fuck since he goes a million miles an hour and is always negative. Ninja is chill and can control his thoughts much better than. It’s this broken record negativity that finally made me unfollow. Once I was around long enough to see his problems, and see that he wasn’t self aware to solve it when the problems are so obvious. u/mitchjoness take a look in the mirror bruh. You really need to take a step back in life. I’m convinced the best way would be for you to stop streaming and just watch your recent bids. Watch how you get drawn into everything that triggers you without prioritizing the overall energy of the stream. It’s you buddy, not twitch, not anyone else.