That's actually not the plot. That's the structure of the novel. I tried not to give away any of the plot in that little blurb. The son reveals the fathers suicide right away in his notes, and at the very beginning of the books, the editors at the publishing house mention that the son himself has vanished. I wasn't sure how to explain the structure of the novel without mentioning all of that. Should I delete it?

Also, thank you for the encouragement! Any ideas on the strategy to approach this from? Just typing it out seems like it wouldn't really work. Im honestly considering handwriting it, just so I can kind of get it to look the way I want and than figure out how to get that look later. What do you think?