It's been four years of loosing money, you lack clarity when reading charts, and income is still the goal you write about and target, yet in the comments I see you have failed to consistently journal your trading and emotions. The problem is painfully obvious.

You say you have taken 3 courses in 4 years. Have you documented the useful bits of information they contained and applied it consistently to your trading? If you haven't you wasted your time. Think of it like college, you can't glide through 3 classes you have no experience in, without applying what you learn on a consistent basis, and expect what is taught to stick with you.

To be completely honest, this sounds like a story from a college student who is about to graduate without any projection. They might have only been in college because they felt like they have to be. Do you really want to trade?