It was one guy. He wasn't at all attractive and really shy, but damn he turned something ON for me. I had never cared about penises nor wanted to ever see one, but I became obsessed with thinking about his. Whenever I passed him in the hallway, I was too shy to say anything, but I would sneak glances at his crotch. I actively searched for porn with guys who looked like him. My lowest point was masturbating near the door, watching through the peephole, when I knew he would be coming home (he was my neighbor). Something about having a dildo inside me while only being a few feet away from him excited me. Looking back that was incredibly pathetic lol. It's been a few years since I've seen him and I'm no longer obsessed with him, but to this day I still moan his name when I cum, just out of habit. When I'm with other partners, I have to be careful to not let his name slip out.