HAHAHAHAH FUNNY THING IS once we stopped talking right aft we’ve met in person HAHAHAHA. I’ve this tendency to take a step back aft meeting someone in person bc I didn’t wna them to feel obliged to continue texting me even tho they’re not feeling it. ((toxic mindset, I know but I rly can’t help it :( )) ya, stopped replying him n he didn’t double text either. Thought I got “ghosted”, so I thought oh that’s when we FINALLY stop the on-off texting. Until another opportunity arises, we contacted and he’d keep the conversation going. so m rly confusd!!’nn :(

I wouldn’t say I’ve feelings for him too uh. Maybe I’m just attracted to him cuz he rly ticked ALL the qualities I look for in a guy. Know he’s way out of my league (he’s like a solid 8/9??? n I’m just a -10), but bc he has never once ignored my text, I feel like mayb I shouldn’t let the opportunity slip?? at the same time, he could be a polite person who’d never ignore any text, regardless of who it is from. I’d never know la. PS FOR THE LENGTHY TEXT