We will give my best friend from college the name Jessica.

Jessica and I routinely went back and forth with flirty passes at eachother. She tells me to come down to the because her and other friend Evelyn are down there. I tell her to text me pictures because I don't want to waste my time if they really aren't. I receive a picture of Jessica and Evelyn together. I go down, we drink, Jessica wants me to take a body shot off her. We kiss. No big deal.

A few days later, Jessica and I eat some mushrooms and go explore the woods. We have a wonderful day. Start coming down and finally feel hungry again. We walk down to the japanese place to grab some sushi with Evelyn and Vivi. Jessica and I walk back to her place to paint, play video games, and watch anime.

I tell Jessica I don't feel like driving home so I will stay the night. We start getting ready for bed and but she gets "distracted" and shows me her cosplay outfit with her fake tits hiked up and popping out. My manhood can hardly be contained. She strips back down and we head to bed. Cuddled underneath the sheets, noses touching and mouths inches apart, I feel her go in for a kiss and I proceed to tell her "don't think about kissing me".

What. The. Fuck. Was I thinking?

This girl was the love of my life I spent every day with for 3 years straight. So much fucking chemistry and sexual tension all blown away just like that. A few days later she asked if we were "just ...friends". I tell her of course we are friends.

It was really the last time we ever hung out. We just kind of fell apart after that. Oh how I wish I could go back in time and grab her by the face and give her the kiss we both wanted.