I'm not sure if I want to make a separate post or not, but I really need some advice on how to move forward. Also, this is pertaining to your question so I'll share. For clarification, I'm a sophomore in college, and I'm just at home for Christmas Break.

This past weekend, I went over to my friend's house to chill and smoke at around 6:30 (I shared a J with my buddies, and we hit his Zong about 30 minutes later, then we went and got some pho. I was around a [6] or a [7]. Afterwards, we smoked again around 8, and went to a party. My friends wanted me to dd. I had no problem with it, and I was beginning to come down from the high. We're on the way to this party, and my mother texts me saying she wants me home by midnight. I know this is a ridiculous curfew, but her rules are her rules, so I can't argue with it. Anyway, we end up going. We go to this party, my friends get drunk, we all share a J, and a shitty blunt, and I drive us back to our city. I drop my friends off, and go to my house... an hour past curfew.

When I walked in the front door, my dad got up from his chair in the living room and immediately confronted me. He asked me where I was, and accused me of driving drunk. He told me to breathe on him, and I did. He smelled a cigarette I had earlier, and asked me what he would find if I took a piss test. Yeah, I knew I was fucked. He was inches from beating me to a pulp. He whisper-yelled at me, took my car keys, and went to sleep.

The next day, he brought me out to the garage to yell at me properly. He told me that I had shattered his trust, lied to him, disappointed him, and was driving under the influence. He called my friends that I smoked with losers. He said that I was on "probation" for the next semester at school, and that I couldn't take my car with me, which is kind of shitty. Then he told me that he would be drug testing me regularly. So, I'm going back to school next week with no car, no bud, and knowing that he hates my friends that smoke weed.

Shit... I really need someone to talk to...