No, I didn't choose this, and would never have if I had the chance to. After I gradually discovered how mocked/ignored male subs are, especially service sub. I started to get more and more disgruntled with both the world and this. While there are myriads of guys who
can make decent doms, and like sub women, there are very women few who appreciate service sub guy, from twitter, reddit, youtube, real life etc... no matter where one goes women lusting after assertive/dom guys (according to BDSM studies, source available on wikipedia, over 70% of women are "subs" only 7-10% doms), saying how thy want a master/daddy w/e, saying openly how they couldn't be with a submissive guy,subtly not man enough, always delegating this to some unspecified "woman that I know", when questioned why all women enjoy being submissive, only so they can claim the "stereotype" of women enjoying being submissive comes from "tOxIc mAsCuLinity" (aka reality).
As a true sub guy, not a "fetish dispenser seeker" not a "do me sub" not a "mommy fetish incel", I despise this, there is nothing "brave" about it, I would get rid of it today if I could. my only solace is that, being bi, allows me to date the only gender that could actually value it,and, properly assume the role of dom... guy.