Interesting that both of them lead to major collapses of human life. And in turn, helped the Earth. I don't know how to culminate my writings of thought, because I feel like empowering others with what makes myself good will harm life. All I see in my day to day is angst, depression, and consumption... I don't understand where the appreciators are. It's almost like trying to describe a praying mantis searching for other praying mantises. The ones that see one another and do not destroy. They choose the third option, thought. I have lost a lot and have always tried to nurture art life and nature. I don't want to be labeled a threat to society. But it hasn't snowed all December here in the mountains... And my art is electronic. Definite conflict of mind and presence.