And is is calling someone a weak coward exactly telling him to get help. Or the you must not love your father. I can't even comprehend how you think that is helpful to anyone. Fact of the matter is when you're depressed you think you're doing your loved ones a favor by killing yourself. Not other way around. It's like your brain has turned against you and has convinced itself then everyone's better off without you and that you're nothing but a piece of trash. The dog piling on top of that calling him a weak coward. Is a real shitty way to be and regardless of if you feel that way or not maybe keep it to yourself. Who displayed as feelings in an appropriate place. But not as someone at the end of the Rope.