5th day single, and I've gone to the gym 3 times, and walked the two other days for 4 miles. I'm a little sad about the break-up, but as Chance the Rapper said "I ain't really that good at goodbyes, I ain't really that bad at leaving." When a relationship is over I might get a bit sad, but I really just get along with life.

I've got my friends, my family, my health, and my hobbies. I've really gotten to be, maybe, too independent. Maybe it's a defense mechanism, but it's how I handle things.

I am really loving the gym routine, especially after work gym. I always preferred night-time gym workouts and for some reason I got out of it. I'm probably going to go 4 times a week consistently going forward. I really want to get into the shape that I feel comfortable with.

What I do know is that I'm going to really enjoy single time. I miss RG, but it's honestly really nice to not have my phone going off every 30 minutes with a text that I feel I need to respond to. It got tiring to get notifications all day, it kept throwing me out of the rhythm of whatever I was doing.

I really learned a lot about what I need and where I've gotten to at this point in my life. I've also really hit the point of, "Damn, I probably will end up being alone, but maybe it's not the worst."