I'm probably going to have to go into the bank tomorrow. I've tried to use automatic debit for my student loans (and as of today, PayPal to pay my roommate last month's utilities) but this never works because I apparently have two routing numbers with my bank "because I moved states". There's only one way to deal with this and it involves... going out in public (though the other alternative, calling customer service, while not requiring face-to-face contact, might be just as annoying.)

That's not the only "across state lines" problem I've run into, either. I'm going to have to write a post about this later, but long story short - my mother's latest plan to get me on her health insurance has failed (because Medicare) and I got state insurance. In the state that I just want so desperately to leave right now. And "state" insurance would likely not allow me to see my old psychiatrist... fuck, why did I come back here?

Most of my friends have mental health issues. And the thing I've noticed is that... sometimes shit gets out of hand, so you have to go "home" to your parents for help. But with me, getting my parents involved only made it worse.