That's just dumb, i connected the dots with at least 10 different diagnosis before understanding that i might have ocd and even there i could be wrong since i'm waiting for some test result to know if i don't have narcolepsy and if the fact i think i have ocd could be stress related in the end.

i fight since i'm 15 to find what wrong with me, it took me 12 year of my life to get to a point were i feel like i might be right and even there i don't fucking self diagnose, i just fucking stipulate about what i might have.

but you can't be sure you're right unless you saw a doctor before, there's a reason why and it's a simple as "your brain need answer, so he may invent some to feel sane, so you could persuade yourself you have a said diagnosis just to not feel insane"

so just fucking maybe, there a reason why self diagnosing is bad, but sure "that's ableism'

fucking people piss me off acting like we never act for a reason.