Nah, you’re not terrible. I believe in choice when it comes to anything medical. If you want to forgo it, then that’s an informed risk you’re taking. Let them be idiots, they have to face the consequences of not getting vaccinated.
The best thing we can do is get vaccinated ourselves, be vocal of it, and show them there’s nothing wrong with the vaccine. You can’t change people, they have to choose to change themselves. Pushing them to get it will push them further from it, paranoia is fueled by feeling like others are controlling you. Paranoia doubles down your fears and keeps you from seeing things clearly. Take the pressure off, and people will see things clearly eventually.