To be able to find a good therapist and try many till you find the good one you need money to spend i dont have that. And i would hate paying to someone who has never been in my condition they could never understand and just give some shitty advice. I know to damn well if a person has been trough a type of situation or not. And yes money would solve all my problems all the stress insomnia and tears i've cried were because i was stuck in a toxic area because of no money. Thats the truth. If id had money nor me or my mother would struggle we could travel and have fun. Worrying about money because u need to survive wont be possible if we'd haf lotf of them. We never had lots of money since we always struggle in that area