In college I was doing a radio show and a couple of girls dropped by. They had already been drinking. One was a friend who claimed to be a lesbian. We would occasionally talk for hours on the phone and it was usually interesting because she had no boundaries and had a lot more going on in her life than I did. She was completely unimpressed with me, but thought I was funny. I was into her, but she had recently called crying having cutting herself and I said I couldn’t come over because I was studying.

The other girl was an even more unhinged bdp type. She was sort of mousy, would dress in baggy clothes, was quiet in an unsettling way, and had that just got out of the hospital way about her. Once in a class with she described a poem as “sounding the Velvet Undeground”, I laughed at her, but then immediately felt bad.

Anyway after my show we went back to girl 2’s apartment and her fat roommate went to her room quick like she knew what was about to go down.

After hanging out for maybe 15 minutes girl 2 out of nowhere decided to show me her pussy. There had been no flirting up to this point. She had just shaved and there were an alarming amount of razor bumps. Her body was nice, but something about the presentation was not appealing. Soon both girls got naked and went down on each other. The vibe was very weird and it wasn’t clear if they wanted me to join (or if I wanted to). I just sat in my chair like the husband in a cuckholding video. But I didn’t pull out my dick and cry-jerk. It did not last long.

I left with the girl I was into. She said she was grossed out because girl 2 was on the tail end of her period. When we got to her place and tried to fool around I could not get hard. I stayed over, but didn’t talk to her much after that. A few weeks later I got together with my now ex-wife.