I guess this is the last text I get to send you while you still have me blocked. I hope eventually we can return to this... Idc how desperate or crazy I am but my mom threw away the coke can you were drinking from and I broke down. I couldnt get up, I couldnt move and I was frozen I had to dig through nasty ass old food to get it out. Im locked in my room now and Im just looking at it. Its all I have left of the current Sophie. I wanna cut it up and make something out of it, or do something but anytime I touch it I get upset.

I made those pumpkin seeds and I was gonna bring them over, but I just cant. I cant cross that line, because I know if I do I wont be able to cross back. I want to pursue you, I want you, but I want you to be happy, and I dont make you happy anymore. I hope one day I can change that, I will work for it everyday.

I hope you have a good rest of your life, I hope we get to reconvene, but if we don't. Thank you. Youve saved my life more than you know, and I am forever in your debt.

Goodbye

Ill always love you.