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What else do we got here.. yeah analyzing you. Looked at the pics.. you're not bad. I can tell though, the look on your face with the no smiling. That's the aggression from working out. Also sounds like you're messing with drugs. That'll fuck up your moods. So no more normal and happy and smiling. At my age, realize yeah it's better to stay straight. Not as exciting but don't have your normal happy mood killed. Always gotta keep getting high all the time every fucking half hour or pick up liquor every fucking other night. Stinks. Better to stay sober. Maybe have a bit once a while, not freak out like these guys who go to AA and crave it constantly. Be balanced with that shit. Don't do mysterious white powders. Good way to wind up dead.

Sounds like you had a rough upbringing with the parents. That's probably the root of this need to work out. Be a tough guy. Sometimes people feel the need to put out this vibe of oh people 'll think I'm this way. You know, the guys with the 4x4 trucks. You're trying to be this "tough guy" with the working out. There's a need for that because of something that happened. Well, women like the guys who work out. But usually those types also like the "bad boy" with the tattoos and ganga and that shit. Gets into a whole psychology of why they like the bad boy. By working out, you're getting into attracting those types of women. and they're always a problem. Their baby daddy's in jail half the time. ugh.

Then ya got the hanging out with women. Maybe you've never hung out with females too much. Maybe you get nervous or something. If you're hanging out, nothing to talk about, can be boring. Who knows. There's a reason why it's not workin out. How about the playing video games.. probably doing that with too much spare times. I fuckin wasted decades with that shit. It's not good. I get it but it's not good to play video games all the time. Women don't fuckin like it either because they just don't have that gene like guys do with the video game playing. They like to go out and do shit instead of hanging out at home, fucking, getting high and playing video games.

You got a serious look on your face.. Younger kids these days with the fucking autism, who knows.. the seem messed up. Something happened since the early 90's where women I knew who have kids.. lots of them the kids are ugly and shit. Not just one source, various people who weren't ugly, but the kids are fucked up or something. Then this autism and what not.. the kids are sorta fucked up these days. That serious look on your face, seems like the look on the faces of these mass shooters. I don't know but rings that bell a bit. I don't know what it is.. but good luck with it. hahaha..

Allright.. that's my analysis about your "situation". I just quit the online dating all together.. a few years now. Here's another problem you're gonna have. If you do pick up a woman who uses those bullshit systems. She'll always be surfing around for a better man, behind your back. When things get difficult.. problems in the relationship, she'll get the fuck out.

What you want is a bitch who just doesn't use those online dating systems, at all. Just gonna find bad people on there. You wanna find some weird chick who just doesn't use it. So you'll have to get out there and meet them in the real world. Bars are bad.. alcohol involved, poor judgement. You know they do the one night stands from these places. So she'll be doing that on you later.

I don't know man.. sounds like it's all just bad news, the lot. Best to just be like I am, happy without any of it. hahahah :-D Seriously.. oh fuck the bullshit I've dealt with, hanging out with women. Always fucking drama. Cops, what not.. oh fuck.. always trouble hanging out with bitches. They fuck other guys behind other guys backs, while you're hanging out with them. oh fuck.. always drama with women.

Maybe try and be happy alone. Way less bullshit. Try that for a while. Get into something. Maybe get into the gym. Don't take any of these people's advice because they're telling you to not be you. That ain't gonna work. So keep being you, keep doing what you do.

A big problem is living in shared accommodations. Oh how about just hanging out with these "friends". You realize what you gotta do to be "friends" with somebody? Means ya gotta suck up to them. Can't have your true opinion on things. You have to get along with the wolf pack or your ostracized. To have "friends" you have to be fake and not be the real you. Same thing with a "girlfriend". You get dragged to these bullshit social events that you don't feel like going to. All kinds of shit you have to put up with to have a "girlfriend". Same thing with friends. Let's say you have a different political opinion than them, that's not gonna be happening. See, now ya gotta be fake to be able to be "friends" with these people. Also just bringing a bitch back to your place when "roommates" live there.. fuck.. forget about it. So you're losing there with that too.

Then you might have this bullshit job you're doing and the shit you deal with when you go there. These people that get into these "careers" and at the end when they get the job, they most likely go, oh this stinks, and now I'm doomed in it for the rest of my life. Better think about that. Maybe you're not smiling in those pics, perhaps because your life sucks. Maybe that's why you feel the need to get high all the time, to try and feel better about how your life sucks.

So maybe your fucking life needs cleaning up. These "friends".. who are they. People you went to school with. Chumps who happen to be forced into the same situation with you. Well, "friends" should be people who aren't assholes and you like them instead of oh they were my neighbor when growing up. I decide hang on, I'll hang out with somebody if they're not an asshole. I don't care if they're "family". If you're not a good person, I ain't hangin out with you. So now you're getting into the root of why you're unhappy. If you think some bitch is gonna fix how your life sucks, which is causing all these issues with you.. well, getting that bitch ain't gonna fix how your life stinks. You need to fix how your life sucks and be happy by yourself. Then when you're busy with your shit, you'll bump into some bitch. Allright.. fix your shit, that's what your problem is. lol