Honestly it felt just meh and straight up nope for me for a long time. The thought of it was hot, but the first time a guy put his dick in me it just burned and felt like I had to pee. I decided it wasn't for me.

Then I met my current husband, and while he is more bottom, we ended up having him top me. He's thick so honestly it was painful for most of it. I started practicing with different sized dildos and butt plugs and used them more. Now the very rare times he tops it feels so fucking good I could die of pleasure. He's the only guy that has ever fucked me until he came, the others just stuck the tip in and I was done. But yeah, anal isn't for everyone.