Just made a brand new account only to comment on here because I don't want my bf to know that I'm doing the same thing.

I sound the same as you, quite emotional and I just can't hold it in whenever me and my bf have a fight. My bf gets very cold whenever I end up crying too or just in general, whenevet I bring something up. He's been saying a lot "let's just break up if it's gonna be like this" (me being emotional, basically putting all the blame on me without being able to see his own flaws) and I have ALWAYS used to just fix it, make things good, tried to manage myself no matter how fucking hard it is, begged him to stay, promised I'll do better to the point where I just stop bringing up my own feelings cause he calls it drama.

A few days ago he said it again and I felt so sad but just so done with this guy. If he wanted to break up so bad with me then do it and stop talking to me. Guess who for the first time tried to "fix" things. Guess who came running back? Lmao. I don't get it, but it worked.