Then you worked at a bad restaurant.i grew up in Las Vegas and waisted tables there, I I ow how disgusting people can be.

It's not out of love, it's out of selfishness and self preservation. If it were out of love youd want her to know how much you love her.

You didnt mention your risk to her, you talked about how she is a risk to you.

Dont lie to yourself, you either are there for her or not and vice versa.

You either are overly paranoid and anxious (I get this is stressful but fear is a far bigger concern at this juncture then this disease) or you're a self centered prick.

Instead, get some hand sanitizer, mouthwash, take a shower together and afterwards lotion her up and make her know you love her until she cant walk.

Hope you two have a nice evening.