an obvious crisis of belief

it's not obvious you have a crisis of belief. you're just talking about social interactions and people being "likable," not how your beliefs are in crisis. what isn't correct about left thought that you see now? you say people will not engage your beliefs instead of just having you banned, but you haven't actually posted your newfound rebuttals of leftist beliefs for anyone to argue

if you really change what you think because people are meanies, you were a reactionary anyway. if all the flat earthers comforted you and roundoids became cynical sarcastic assholes overnight would you change that belief? what is true doesn't become less true because the fans are obnoxious idiots