DD says they found out about their CSA, CSEM and COCSA trauma after seeing Pinata's art. But we know they only broke up many months later. And DD still defends someone who created CSEM with CSA and COCSA to this day?

I see it that way. But as a system with that trauma as well, I'm not sure Nin knew. She said many of Nina's memories were kicked to Kyle or Jade after integrating. Nina may have had an inkling. For us, we have a whole subsystem that holds the exploitation memories away from the rest of us. She said that she has a subsystem as well that as Nin she was unaware of, but as Kyle knew about from the beginning. And as per her recent video, Kya is entirely uninvolved with the alters that hold the CP trauma, as she's been unable to carry out many of Kyle's old duties.

This leads me to believe the subsystem is who holds the CP trauma. Would be in keeping with my experience as well - being aware of that kind of trauma is intenely dysregulating, even for alters. Alot of systems who've survived that need a double layer of amnesia to protect us.

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