I can relate to what you went through in DKA. My little one spent five terrifying days in the hospital and it was exactly as you described. Remind me...how long since you were dx'd? It's not an easy disease. I think it's brutal and a monster. Even though it's not me personally the stress and the emotional toll it takes from you 24/7 is a tough battle. The more time that passes the less frequently I breakdown and the faster I find my strength to keep fighting.

The support groups are great for information. We all know the basics but sometimes it's nice to be able to ask/see how others are doing things. But more than that they keep me sane. Just knowing other people in my exact situation has gotten me through a lot of sleepless nights. There are people of all ages, T1's and also their caregivers. To fight the hopelessness you described, make friends with other T1s you age and anyone else that's a good fit for you in the diabetic online community. Facebook is far more active than Reddit for this. I've only met good people who you bond with instantly because who else can relate to what you are going through. Everyone has the rough days and that's when it's good to lean on the people in those groups. Introduce yourself and tell them what you are going through. You will have many people that will support you.

JDRF is the juvenile diabetes research foundation. They are very active in PA and have done events at the Philly Zoo, Dorney Park, etc. JDRF sends a "welcome kit" to new T1s. Inside is our mascot Rufus. A little bear with special patches to teach young kids where to inject. Fun times right? Because what child shouldn't be taught the proper way to play with needles before they can even talk! Mine could give Rufus a shot before he was out of diapers. What a great disease!!!

On the plus side, it is fun to freak people out by announcing loudly that your kid isn't being bratty, he's just high.