I think social media and just in general media has brainwashed us that we have to be a certain way.

I'm not perfect or close to it.

I wish I could tell myself prepuberty when I was last thin to starve yourself. Puberty kicked in and so did a 6 yr misdiagnosed thyroid issue. By the time I got it fixed I was at 400. Lost the weight down to 185 on my own to only be left with lose skin that I'm finding out that plastic surgery isnt even ever going to return me back to somewhat normal. Throw a texting driver hitting me when I was walking in a park into the picture and you have someone that cant lift more than 25 lbs the rest of their life. I have cardio left and that wont save me. I wish I was straight.