i remember was your age when severe anxiety hit me Doctors put me on paroxetine

for 6 months .Then doctors told me you are too young to take medicines you need a different treatment I tried CBT from the age of 22 to 40.All of this years i was living a miserable life just only to fight anxiety Drop out of college no relationships Then i decided to take escitalopram 10 mg . For 10 years i was totally free from anxiety and depression no side efects only slightly elevated tsh and a small weight gain Then in pandemic i decide to quit Wrong choice After a year anxiety came back.( dont worry it doesn't happen to everyone)Now Iam on 15mg and i am waiting to kick in.