A second family?
Honestly, that’s one of the most idiotic things I’ve ever heard. Of course people say that they care, that’s what they all say.
But it’s the fucking internet. What else do you expect? Nobody on here would care if I died, even though they say they do. And it’s not like I can build something meaningful between myself and some random person on the internet. That’s just not how any of that works. And even if I did build something, that same anger would just destroy it. That’s what pushes people away. They see that and don’t want anything to do with me. They think I’m crazy, and with everything that my anger has caused, they just might be right.
Professional assistance won’t help either. I’ve already tried, multiple times. It hasn’t helped in the past, so why would it help me now?
I’m beyond help at this point. That anger runs too deep.