i dont like workahol i just gotta eat and its also nice to have a roof over my head. wouldnt really call it willfull submission when the alternative is homlessness. if anything im unwillingly subdjewgayted to this grind and boy is it ever unfullfilling, i can feel my emotional, spiritual and fucking pysical life force being drained day in day out but fuck bro, gotta eat, tbh having a body to sustain is pretty sus, raw fucking deal. every day im feeling more and more like the brothers grimm little mermaid is actually the happier ending, like it would be chill to be a foam spirit or whatever.

like what do you do? hmu if u know an alternative other than being born into money cuz im yet 2 find one and doing what i love hasnt done me any material favours in the past.