If it’s any consolation, I thought I had myself mentally and physically at a point where I accepted them and controlled them more than they controlled me. But all the struggles you mentioned, are ones I had. I thought they were resolved, but the stress it caused my partner has resurfaced. I married her 6 months ago, but she’s not happy. And she brought up these bad habits as the reason. Of course, in a relationship, there is more complex and personal reasons than just this. Still I’m realizing that I’m destined to fail her and I’m at the point where I will end it for both our sakes. To save me the future pain and to save her the guilt.

Truth is, dyspraxia has ruined so many of my social relationships. Or maybe it’s just my personality. Or maybe the two are inseparable