Did you literally went back and delete your comment about how "MFF" is a unicorn? I know 100% I read a comment on how you stop doing MFMF because even though you have arrangements beforehand, the other female will refuse. So you just end up watching some other guy get into MFF while you are left alone. That's why you stop trying to swing and decided to have an "open relationship" where your GF can sleep with other girls.

I remember specifically reading your user profile, because your post has the stench of someone suffering from Western imperialism but cope that you are different to a modest wealth collected.

The sad thing is that there is nothing wrong with you. It's Western society that makes a 44 year old man stay with his girlfriend of 5 years, after watching some dudes constantly bang her, even though you know deep down you don't want to swing (your own confession).

There is nothing wrong to say that society handicaps Asian males in a way where we are robbed of human emotional experience. We can do our best as individuals, but we need to tear down the system that drives you to be a literal cuckold.