Searching and changing during the process is normal! I've experienced multiple turn arounds as I was integrating various parts of my personality. Usually these resulted in me being super into that particular thing. Like, very first time, when I accepted that I do have a christian side, I became a devoted christian for some time. But ultimately I realized I really am not a christian, just that I have a christian part that needs to be expressed somehow and not denied. Big danger of this procces I experienced myself and saw others experiencing is not realising that you're not just all this new thing you discovered, and allowing yourself to admit it. Because you are suddenly flodded with energy and positive emotions and it seems like you finaly found what you've been missing the whole time (which is true)